果然，还是有问题！

人总是处于矛盾状态！最常见的情况是：你想长大成人/你以为你已经是成人，要别人以成人的方式对待你；但一旦遇到不利情况，自己在一旁自怜自艾，说怎么可以这样对一个小孩！Zzz

由于实在想不通要念什么，所以打算到表哥那里打工赚钱，一边工作一边寻找理想。也许是我把一些想得太美好，认为所有住宿、交通问题都不会是什么大问题！我说想象的：到大表哥家住，然后跟他一起去上班！(刚开始从争取妈妈的同意到问表哥，一切都很顺利。妈爽快地答应；表哥很快就说OK!) 事实是：大表哥说家里有人，叫我到二表哥家住。然后跟二表嫂去上班(**大表哥和二表嫂的工作地点又在同个地方)。那礼貌上，我得亲自去问问二表哥/二表嫂我是否可以在他们那里住嘛。我选择使用“短信”方式去问二表嫂，殊不知等了一天也没得到回复。我妈追问我的住宿怎样，我就直接跟她说我没得到回复。她叫我把那短信转发给她，我也没多想就转发了。

第二天下午在姨妈家，因为我的多手去接电话，结果听到让我很不舒服的话。那是我姨姨打来的电话。。。她跟我说了很多东西:

1. “男人和女人的想法不同，就算姨丈说OK，表哥说OK，女主人没说不代表她OK!”
2. “我不知道你们小孩子是否感觉得到别人对你们有点不妥！我们大人是感觉到啦！！”.       
3. “谁去机场接你？”“我还不清楚，原本说是舅舅载的(有人说表嫂回去家乡了。。)，舅舅用表嫂的车去接我。可是又有人说表嫂没回去，所以我也不懂怎么办，可能搭的士吧！”“唉呀！这样很远很贵很危险。。。很麻烦！”“。。。”
4. “除非你很愿意做半个工人咯！帮忙做家务，做这个那个！”
5. “如果麻烦到别人的货就不要做工了！回家吧！！！不要打扰别人!”

 其他的，我忘了。但这里的，让我听到很不舒服、很刺耳、很难听！突然觉得我是小孩。她怎么可以这样对我说呢？她只站在她的立场说话，她是否有想过我的感受？还是根本就不用顾虑我的感受？要直接用这种字眼、语气来跟我说我才会放弃到那里工作？ =( 一心想要帮表哥打工赚钱，最后得到的是一盆盆的冷水！那冷水打得我有点痛=’(如果现在说不起做，岂不是没信用？Zzz 我也好奇为什么姨姨会知道那么多，回家一问,我妈干的好事。她把短信转发给我姨姨！真的直接爆发！我告诉她：“我信任你才把短信发给你。这是我们之间的conversation！你竟然把它再转发给别人！我还该相信你吗？以后有事请该告诉你吗？Zzz”

我甚至有想过去外面租房间(可是交通方面有问题)。停租那里的朋友说，那里什么都有！从洗衣机，电视+Astro(还有AOD)到无线网络。。你只需要带被单和钱！**PS:朋友住的房间有自己的厕所有冷气所以一个月RM1100。。**

我告诉大表哥我想出来住，可他说二表哥没问题！来不及告诉他“男人和女人的想法不同，就算姨丈说OK，表哥说OK，女主人没说不代表她OK!”

事情就暂时告一段落。该办的证件、银行卡，我都办好了。有什么事情，到那里再作打算。

还有三天。。。

our date with jasmine---things went randonly

17.07.2013

jasmine, sharon, kalin, meikim and I planned to go for Pacific Rim at first but when we reached the cinema, the showtime had changed to 1755 (we were there at 5sumthing~~) we couldnt wait got that long, we decided to have White House Down #random1 (showtime was 1720)! and since it was Movie day and we paid for only RM6 for that! the whole cinema had only 11 of us and out of our expectation, the movie was really nice. the ganjiong-ness, the funny part the touching part... all these made the movie become interesting! haha

next round we for McD for dinner #random2 (mei tze didn't open that day and we wished to have guo tie)and then Loong Shang for guo tie #random3!! hahaha guo tie spirit never dies even we're full!! ahahaha felt so hang fuk! =) so after that we went to my taman to chat and to take photos!!! and there was a bad girl planning to make me cry as Jasmine gonna leave soon!! panai! but mission failed! hahaa i win! =) the nite didnt end like that!! SHARON WONG that si sit wanna eat Secret Recipe geh cake then we went there to have cake #random4!!! hahahaha oh hen full hen contented!! happy! haha **funniest thing was that when we reached Secret Recipe, Kalin suddenly told us that she hadn't paid for the drinks in loong shang!! haha me and jasmine bok to be praised so we went back to pay =.= oh well, we didn't praise by anyone! Zzz**

so at the same night, i got a call from cousin asked me whether wanna join my aunts to Sandakan! Eh!i have Never been to Sandakan for a loooooong time.. so of coz on la!#random5 hiak hiak Waiting at airport was kinda suffering! the flight kept on delaying~~~~ so i could just looking outside the window, see how the people do their part! oh my dream >.<" and that same morning, me sharon jasmine and fish got to gather together for breakfast!!! there was one scene that jasmine suddenly hugged me!! oh my god!! my 死穴 and i started to cry ~.~ haha we even went to school to take some photos!! haha bot miang take!!! :p and it was time to say byebye and sharon suddenly hugged jasmine!! @@ and my tears suddenly dropped!! ~.~ tohhh

the same way that jasmine will go through

another thing is that i plan to go to kl to work for my cousin as his personal assistant! #random5 hope that things will go well~~~

Prom Nite + Graduation Ceremony @ISM 2013

Good Morning!!! =D my graduation day and nite hav come to an end!!! haha so for the graduation prom nite which was held on 12.07.2013(FRI) at Hotel Emas!! it was kind of rush cause we had our rehearsal for the next day's graduation ceremony until 4 something and we as the girls gonna put on makeup and do our hair! #girlsthing so me and jasmine when to The Hair Studio(somewhere near green forest) for our hair and then we were so gan jiong that we were running out of time(jasmine had to be there on 6 but we were still in the saloon at 5:30-.-) so everything anything were juz rushing rushing rushing~ 

i was late to the place and wondered why the people staying outside the hall with partner, i was thinking if they are going to hav fashion show! so i walked in straightly but i saw no one! Zzz toh!! and someone told me to find a partner and walk on the stage!! i was like "HUH"??? what is thattt!!! where to find a partner at this moment? and i had to walk on the stage with my heels! i would fall!!! HOW??? so at last minute Norman came and said he had no partner too so juz walk into the hall-.- the toh-est thing was that i nearly fell and luckily Norman was there!!! Zzz 

we had fun! so for the lucky draw section, i had no the luck! -.- haha there were dancers who left and asked us to see if they got the prizes and lady luck was smiling on Wan Xin and Jasmine! we had to help to take the prizes (since no one wanna help them to go on stage, i helped jaz while sin yee helped wan xin) sharon was late to the party due to the rehearsal for youth got talent! so or else she will be nominated as prom queen and having the wasabi bread and to suck the coke with a long long tube! ~.~ so that nite's prom king and queen were Gabriel and Siau Vun! they managed to finish the bottle of coke with tube! geng!!! and thanks to my beloved lecturers cause they wrote my name for my costume! and partner was Siang Foo!!! haha *surprise* so after that some of us decided to go to Fire with our beloved teacher!! hiak hiak we didn't manage to step in Fire cause there are a few lou beng over there... no others! and we changed to Big Mugz! played lots of game thanks to Soo Lik the sifu!!! haha went to bed on 3 something after i finished packing muffins for lectures and friends, prepare lyrics for the nex day's performance and removed my makeup!! tiring weh! haha luckily i had Miss Jaycie and Sharon to wake me up the nex morning!

oh well~ i managed to calm myself with smile and kept reminding myself not to cry! i was almost in success until the last minute i saw Vivien and Christy wiping something from their eyes! and i was like bu tiam! how come! (although they werre ppl saying that madam vivien was dealing with her eyeliner =.=) ans that stimulated my tear gland!! ~.~ and kept asking for tissue =.= thanks to madam christy who provide me tissues! hahaha and then everyone of them kept mentioning i was the only one who cry non-stop/flooded ISM that day! oh my!! there were others too!! =( 

graduation photo since young :P

Photos  that i have promised! hiak hiak! :P

 St.Paul Nursery

 SJK(C)Sin Hwa @Kindergarten

 SJK(C) Sin Hwa @ Primary School

 SCHS

 ISM

分离的故事

1

before the CIE, i had watched Rooftop Prince(a korean drama)! So it's funny to watch these people to adapt themselves in a new environment and bla bla bla (link to RooftopPrince story)... and the separating part is that when lee gak left park ha after their little wedding ceremony and back to 300 years' life whereas park ha stayed in the modern time, missing him so so so so much! oh! so sad!! :( 

 

2

during CIE exam, my sis kept on watching we got married(korean variety show) and she successfully made me feel that the show was so attractive that i decided to watch it, but only the Khuntoria part..(yes.. i finished the whole khuntoria part during my exam period!) i kept on reminding myself it was just a show and it will not appear in real life but end up i cried like ... ~.~ i had watched the last part when they left each other at least 3 times and everytime i cried like i couldn't stop the tears... man!my sis even laughed at me!! Zzz i wanted to watch Adam Couple[Jokwon and Ga In] and Goguma Couple[Yonghwa and Seohyun] but i have no the courage to see them seperate ~.~ sigh 

Khuntoria

   

Khuntoria part link to full episode

Goguma Couple

Adam Couple

the three pairs! :D

3

 so when i was watching the Khuntoria part, there was "We Got Married Global Version" (haha so still, it is a korean variety show) there were 2 pairs of couples...

Taecgui Couple

Taecgui#2

Squirrel Couple

I was looking forward for Taecgui at first then Squirrel and now Taecgui again! So because of Khuntoria and Taecgui, i am now crazy for 2PM!! (they have released their new album -- Grown on May) haha anyway, next week will be their last episode!! :( this morning woke up at 6 juz to watch the second last episode(missed that last night so gonna wake up early for that!) so, Taecgui received the "break-up mission card" and the Squirrel couple got softcopy and that was being played on the projector! :'( feel so sad!! both the couples got shocked and sadness was shown on their faces... i dunno whether it is jus a show but i myself really feel sad about that... they gonna seperate! no more taecgui no more squirrel! :( wehhhhh??????? 

4

my own separating story will begin soon... nex saturday morning.. at HB Hall... hmm... crying season? hahahahahaha

days after CIE

time flies! it's july!!! gonna have prom nite and graduation ceremony on nex Fri and Sat! hmm... this is the fifth time i wear the graduation gown(1st time-nursery , 2nd-kindergarten 3rd-primary school 4th-secondary school haha will try to upload all these photos=)) so no special feeling~ haha btw, i have got my parents my kampo kao gong and my auntie uncle(and my auntie even planned to come bac from lahad dato :D) to attend the ceremony... gan jiong... like very grand! ahhaha so now i am worried for the crying part *sigh* especially my tears are fully supplied and is uncontrollable once it has been switched on! blablabla~~~ gonna find solution for that! ~.~

so after my exam, i came to lahad dato for a short break(im still here~!!) never did i know i can survive until now and i haven't bored to death! haha got wifi got astro got food got electricity got water~~~ ok la... :p haha and i felt sorry to my sis coz i failed to send her off to kl -.- so i dunno when will she be back and now no one can talk to me before bed time! Zzz haha anyway, i did do some shopping over here! *surprise* passed by a cosmetic shop every weekdays to fetch my aunt for lunch so i decided to walk in today while my aunt was waiting for her customers... then i was attracted by the products and then... tada!!! got a Kanebo's (link to their fb) mascara and eyeliner and ZA lipstick and double eyelid sticker!! not cheap o..these things cost me RM148 ~.~ but i still wan to own them!

and in tawau, when we think of muatabak, we will go to Yassin Curry House or Ali Topan... but over here, they have "Auliah"! i will prefer to have their sup tulang! haha bu cuo xia! haha on the first day i visit there, i tot their menu will be same as Yassin Curry House so i ordered "watanho" and the kakak was like HUH??? i tot i pronounced wrongly and i repeated a few times and end up she told me they have no such thing! omg.. so lak4 se3 haha

hmm... will bac to tawau soon to prepare for the graduation thingy!! take the gown to laundry, try to make muffins and have to make muffins for teachers! ohh busy week! hope everything go smoothly :D hehe will stop here! so good nite!