random 21.09.2013

September is coming to an end... and we have left 4 months more to say HI to 2014... time really flies.. and most of my mates are on their track on studies.. it seems like i'm the only one who left behind... doing nothing.. and still in a midst on what course should i take... so whenever there is someone asking me what am i studying now, i will feel like "oh.. same ques again.." and i have to explain explain explain again and again ~.~ "im currently working in daycare and i need to go for doctor and i dunno what to study so i am working" ...........

oh well... i didnt plan my future properly... my bad!-.- of late, i am thinking of chemical engineering since the aviation course in APFT that i wanted to apply has no reply... maybe i have no qualification and there is one of my friends even advised me not to go for the course... i dunno if i should give up but i cant wait for APFT's reply without doing anything... so chemical engineering would be my second choice... so for the second choice, i have done research on it... hmm.. USCI, Taylor, Utar, Nottingham and maybe NUS... i dunno if i CAN do it or not.. but i think i should try la... -.- luckily i got my aunt to assist me in finding information and giving advice... or else i might probably in trouble...

and the highlight of this week which is on 19.09.2013, the mooncake festival!!! i think i got food-poisoning that i had diarrhea... man... i would like to say (proudly) that this was my second time since i was in primary school.. the feeling wasnt good.. i couldnt work but juz lying on the sofa, the stage, the bean bag...the stomach felt like twisting and i kept feeling to vomit! sial! at last i just sat on the bench in washroom and rested-.- i had no energy to walk! -.- [in the beginning of the day, i worked as usual... i didn't feel stomachache or whatever... but the symptoms just came randomly that i suddenly collapsed! worst still, i thought i was having gastric and got myself a cup of MILO which make my situation even worse...] so i had medicine and biscuits as my dinner... ~.~ and thanks God i was fully recovered on the next day... :D 

recently, i am busy preparing for my sis's wedding... hahahaha in charge of the bridesmaid la... event la... and decoration and photobooth... hope that everything goes smooth... cause i want to make it GRAND! ahahha okay.. will stop here! :P

random 09092013

lately, i find out that it's kind of hard thing to LEARN to communicate with people... not only using your mouth to talk, you have to think wisely and get your heart opened to accept anything! Zzz especially when you're staying in people's place... you gonna bear bear bear... oh well... i must say that sometimes things will be getting more serious when you are the only one who accept... and so do I! 

currently staying with my cousin and his wife... this is my first time living with them... and i realized that WE CANNOT COMMUNICATE WELL or to be more precise, i don't feeling good staying here (but i have no place to go... still need to depend on them.. what to do? ha!) so usually when i am here, i'll stay with another cousin and his family and although we seldom talk but there is peace over there... and now im working @Sunnyside Daycare in church and gonna work @9am everyday.. worst thing is that i can't find cab that can fetch me to work EVERYDAY! so i need to follow my sis-in-law... sometimes, it's ok if we are late (usually max is 0930 i will reach there...) but WE ARE LACK OF COMMUNICATION that i didn't know she will not go to work today(usually she has to work) and i waited and waited and waited until i heard that my cousin was the one who supposed to bring me to work... well done! i am late again today.. the LATEst ever.. 1030 then i reached there... so the consequences? ha! got scolded and asked to find cab! worst still, the daily activities delayed because of me! well done, salsa! you have done a GREAT job! i don't know what to do... don't feel like giving up but i have to bear these like every working days... tiring... stressful... speechless..

still, i can't communicate with her well... thinking that she might/must have hard feeling on me! Zzz hate bao ta bah!!! order bao ta bah!!! ZZZZZZZ how i wish IF I CAN stay in church.. won't get late.. won't get scolded... need not to see others' "face colour" ... but i keep telling myself i have to BEAR it... it's kind of training.. to train my something else -.-