currently staying with my cousin and his wife... this is my first time living with them... and i realized that WE CANNOT COMMUNICATE WELL or to be more precise, i don't feeling good staying here (but i have no place to go... still need to depend on them.. what to do? ha!) so usually when i am here, i'll stay with another cousin and his family and although we seldom talk but there is peace over there... and now im working @Sunnyside Daycare in church and gonna work @9am everyday.. worst thing is that i can't find cab that can fetch me to work EVERYDAY! so i need to follow my sis-in-law... sometimes, it's ok if we are late (usually max is 0930 i will reach there...) but WE ARE LACK OF COMMUNICATION that i didn't know she will not go to work today(usually she has to work) and i waited and waited and waited until i heard that my cousin was the one who supposed to bring me to work... well done! i am late again today.. the LATEst ever.. 1030 then i reached there... so the consequences? ha! got scolded and asked to find cab! worst still, the daily activities delayed because of me! well done, salsa! you have done a GREAT job! i don't know what to do... don't feel like giving up but i have to bear these like every working days... tiring... stressful... speechless..
still, i can't communicate with her well... thinking that she might/must have hard feeling on me! Zzz hate bao ta bah!!! order bao ta bah!!! ZZZZZZZ how i wish IF I CAN stay in church.. won't get late.. won't get scolded... need not to see others' "face colour" ... but i keep telling myself i have to BEAR it... it's kind of training.. to train my something else -.-
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