=( i dunno what kind of feeling is this.. like there is something "HEAVY" placed in my heart.. so let's call it STONE. =.=
i can feel its weight.. about 1.0*10^100000000000000000000000000000000N... and it doesn't remain at that particular position.. like a rock sinks into the sea, it will stop moving after it reaches the seabed but the stone in my heart keeps on sinking... i dunno when it will land.. dunno where is the "seabed".. dunno what to do to make it stop moving... even though im lying on the bed, i still can feel the force pulling it... it just don't wanna stop SINKING... :( trying very very hard to read the notes.. but then end up with *BLANK* so today's physics tuition, we did past year paper.. initially i could handle the first question and then for the rest, i need to refer to notes.. okay nvm... but think about it! the moment when you got open book test but you cant get the answer, how do you feel???? :( my mind came across that: oh shucks! how to have CIE? are you that stupid? and then blank blank blank blank blank... and then EMO.. Zzz feel so tired..
these few days whenever i was doing revision for the trial/sleeping, i would think/dream of Mr Kow and Miss Pang with a serious face.. typical poker face... and then shake their head : "You guys didn't prepare well for the trial .................................................... " :( awaken by this... =( haih... how...?
