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2nd trial has ended!! and i have less than 1 month to have my CIE ~.~ oh well... hen stress, as usual... my mum was so worry that i will become "qi xin" one day because of the exam and she asked my sis to bring me out to yumcha to play just to relieve tension =.= ahahaha so we went for 2-hour-badminton last Friday .. din workout for a long time and i have body ache... have no idea coz im getting older.. body is not functioning well! hahaa

so the next morning's tuition section.. i tot i was the one who cant concentrate at all..
[while teacher was explaining, i was BLANK.. i tired to catch up when she explained the second time.. but failed!! =.= third time.... forth time.....]
Teacher: blablablabla...
Me: oh... teacher can you explain once again?
Teacher: blablablabla...
Me: er... why ah teacher.. why this part like this one... 
Teacher: blablablabla...
Me: Teacher, i dunno why i cant concentrate today o.. i still dun understand... @@
Friend A: yer.. actually me too o.. i tot i was the one who can't concentrate so i just diam diam...
Friend B, C and D: yerrrr me too o!!!
Teacher: O.o what happen to you all o..? too stress...? go chiong k yumcha la... 

and in the afternoon, i decided to clean the living room.. (yes automatically =.=) used 4 hours++ to complete the mission and then end out get hurt here and there Zzz i swept and mopped the floor and fell down... nvm.. then i cleaned the superb heavy treadmill!!! during the process when i wan to relax i released that thingy and it straightly placed on my feet!! (this happened more than twice)Zzz and my feet got blue black ~.~ and i got a conclusion: neither full time nor part time housewife will never ever be my occupation... i dun wan to fall down or get hurt just because of those house work =.=  and i gotta earn more money to get myself  many kakaksssss to wash and to iron my outfits, to clean the house, to cook for me, to do massage for me, to make sure there are no ants and lizards in the house :P hahaha GREAT dream to be fulfilled-.-

Monday RED

A Monday which I feel ill...
A Monday which time dragged like it had 48 hours...
A Monday which i felt sleepy all the time...
A Monday which my experiment-conducting skills had been negated...
A Monday which i think of "am I that suck"?
A Monday which i understand : No matter how good is your result, mind your attitude as well!!! need not to show off your HIGH score... Not to be too happy if you really think that you are that pro... because the pro will not always show up... :)

i had got a bad Monday... the moment when you are being refuted by your partner... when you tried to put some effort in the experiment, the partner will keep on telling you: NO, you're wrong!! or Not like this geh! or i have a better idea! or you should do it like this... hmm... you noe... i wondered am i that stupid? did i connect the things wrongly? i used to do like this.. [hey.. im not saying that i dun accept people's advice.. i do but i need reason(s) WHY you say no... cause im going to do the same thing during the exam so your reason to me is very verfy important.. not just telling me you got a great idea/ found the BETTER WIRE to connect the circuit! ] so, i decided to ask the teacher AM I CORRECT? miraclely, the lecturer said im correct!!! Zzz i was happy and felt like wanna SCOLD people... ngai... think before you speak! don't straight forward say NO NO NO!!! tmd and dont show your impatient to me!!! im not your something and i have no the responsibility to see your shit face! ngai sat! :@