monday blue emo blue

Blablablablabla feel so down for the whole day! :( Monday BLUE i dun like people accuse me!!! i really said HI instead of shit you! :@ Zzz and then when people questioned you and he suspected your answer!!! oh man!! what had i did! did i really say shit you to him? Grrr 100% confirm i didn't!! and then why there were people saying another version of story? i wonder why! WHY? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?????? kept on recalling our conversation and even ask my bestie! :( failure!! oh salsa! how come!! Zzz and iam still thinking now!!! ARGHH

relaxxx

2nd trial has ended!! and i have less than 1 month to have my CIE ~.~ oh well... hen stress, as usual... my mum was so worry that i will become "qi xin" one day because of the exam and she asked my sis to bring me out to yumcha to play just to relieve tension =.= ahahaha so we went for 2-hour-badminton last Friday .. din workout for a long time and i have body ache... have no idea coz im getting older.. body is not functioning well! hahaa

so the next morning's tuition section.. i tot i was the one who cant concentrate at all..
[while teacher was explaining, i was BLANK.. i tired to catch up when she explained the second time.. but failed!! =.= third time.... forth time.....]
Teacher: blablablabla...
Me: oh... teacher can you explain once again?
Teacher: blablablabla...
Me: er... why ah teacher.. why this part like this one... 
Teacher: blablablabla...
Me: Teacher, i dunno why i cant concentrate today o.. i still dun understand... @@
Friend A: yer.. actually me too o.. i tot i was the one who can't concentrate so i just diam diam...
Friend B, C and D: yerrrr me too o!!!
Teacher: O.o what happen to you all o..? too stress...? go chiong k yumcha la... 

and in the afternoon, i decided to clean the living room.. (yes automatically =.=) used 4 hours++ to complete the mission and then end out get hurt here and there Zzz i swept and mopped the floor and fell down... nvm.. then i cleaned the superb heavy treadmill!!! during the process when i wan to relax i released that thingy and it straightly placed on my feet!! (this happened more than twice)Zzz and my feet got blue black ~.~ and i got a conclusion: neither full time nor part time housewife will never ever be my occupation... i dun wan to fall down or get hurt just because of those house work =.=  and i gotta earn more money to get myself  many kakaksssss to wash and to iron my outfits, to clean the house, to cook for me, to do massage for me, to make sure there are no ants and lizards in the house :P hahaha GREAT dream to be fulfilled-.-