Part 1- Chinese New Year

Haha have not updated for a long time dy! =D I had celebrated the Chinese New Year & my 21^st birthday! Let’s get a quick recall of my 1 month+ life over here.

So my flight to come back here was 7++ am! (yea! Cheap fare always flies earlier / later) I got my colleague to fetch me to airport in the middle of night. That was crazy. I mean staying in KLIA alone, with all my stuff. I couldn’t find a proper place for me to charge my notebook /to rest/ to let me keep an eye on my stuff. Was so tired. So exhausting. So sleepy. Man! But I couldn’t sleep well. A lot of mang-ka-lai over there. Scary. (Ok. I did wear the wrong outfits. Sial) Waited from 12am++ to 6am++. Finally I was in the boarding gate and I met my course mate back in A-Level. (Ah… I should have seen them earlier so I can pass them some of my baggage which costs me RM200. That’s sad. We met up late.) And I took my time to sleep in the craft. Guess I was tooooo tired. I started to close my eyes before the plane took off and when I was awake, I was informed that we would be landing soon. -.- haha and Im so happy to have my bro to fetch me. Yes, the first time. =D good bro la, I would say! And then we went for sang nyuk mien(of course, it’s a must) together with the sister and we were so lucky to meet our BIG BRO and he spent us to makan! Yea! That’s great. Free food.

I didn’t really rest well after I came back because we were busy preparing for the Chinese New Year (the reunion lunch in my house and after the new year eve, it’s all about celebration/hanging out with friends & family/yumcha/visiting house by house/chit-chatting/food/selfie. Hmm… and yea! I gambled once -.- in this Chinese New Year. (haha I won once and sabor-ed by the friends =0= ) Overall, I had great times with them.

with the sis

sis vs teacher

chor er

WE

crazy bunch of coussie

girls

my form teacher S1-S3-S2

younger three

my fault my bad

when your concern/care is too much, one will feel burden... [1st care] and yes, things will even become worse when other people start commenting on you! so i hate this kind of feeling, seriously. Feeling helpless, exhausted, frustrated and sad but i cant do anything. Dont want to let people to re-care about me [2nd care] because of this... So the solution will be NEVER tell anyone about your problems cause they will not be in the same shoes as yours!

Lately, my mood wasn't THAT GOOD!! ohh, you can blame me that is my problem or i am the one who cause this or whatever. YES, my bad to suggest to work here! YES, i should haven't worked here! YES, im too bad cause i have not never paid any rent! YES, im disturbing people! YES, im annoying! YES, i am wasting my time! YES, i didn't think properly of my future and my studies! YES, anything everything happen because of me! my bad my fault!

So are you happy with it? Im so tired/stressed/unhappy/angry talking to you you you you you! or i shouldn't have told you about my situation! im the one who make myself to be like that! im not supposed to simply tell others my stories! HA! 咎由自取！cannot blame others! too lame salsa shim! HAHAHA