when your concern/care is too much, one will feel burden... [1st care] and yes, things will even become worse when other people start commenting on you! so i hate this kind of feeling, seriously. Feeling helpless, exhausted, frustrated and sad but i cant do anything. Dont want to let people to re-care about me [2nd care] because of this... So the solution will be NEVER tell anyone about your problems cause they will not be in the same shoes as yours!
Lately, my mood wasn't THAT GOOD!! ohh, you can blame me that is my problem or i am the one who cause this or whatever. YES, my bad to suggest to work here! YES, i should haven't worked here! YES, im too bad cause i have not never paid any rent! YES, im disturbing people! YES, im annoying! YES, i am wasting my time! YES, i didn't think properly of my future and my studies! YES, anything everything happen because of me! my bad my fault!
So are you happy with it? Im so tired/stressed/unhappy/angry talking to you you you you you! or i shouldn't have told you about my situation! im the one who make myself to be like that! im not supposed to simply tell others my stories! HA! 咎由自取！cannot blame others! too lame salsa shim! HAHAHA
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my dear, jia you o and cheer up <3
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